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April 04 just, something~there r so many people in the world,
u meet, u pass,
u talk with, u leave behind,
some of them seem special, but that's just a while, don't u?
so u choose, and then give up, always make the same mistake, pick up the wrong person~
every time, u try to be determined, but u always fail, the one, right before u,
is it the right one?
always confused at the last moment~
why him?
because he's good enough? cars, houses, high paid, good looking, gentle...yes? no? why him?
something make u feel special at some just moment?
people changes, no such moment can promise the whole life~
but there are always some people, declar that they will know it when they meet the right one~
I doubt~
how? why?
feeling and memory are the least reliable thing in the world~
people could lie, lie to others, also to themselves~
to make things look better, they lie in mind~
when can u figure out it's true? right that moment, right in the middle of a small park, in some shiny day, maybe, u finally be so determined that u can see the sight of u 30 or 50 years later, the sight of undoubtful~ the one right here with u, the one in your eyes is only the one~and u'r couragours to be with him~
is it really exist? that moment, that courage~
who knows?
if I don't trust, I won't try, and I won't get hurt, and I don't get love at the sometime~
just like a bet, no pay no gain~
god,
should i bet with u this time?
bet all I have to gain a chance?
but I still can't feel that moment~
u r not the guy~
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